We never disagree, so she is all up with this mission. Shes the best part of me, of great help all the time. ‘Get yourself together Nicola’, I instantly hear my wolf Maxine reprimanding, ‘Who doesn’t dare, doesn’t win’. Waiting for 7 plus years may be too much for him to bear’. Werewolves are supposed to find their mates at 18.

Here is where my insecurities slip in: ‘What if he already gave up on finding me and accepted a chosen mate?’ Mind that I don’t want to risk to run pass my mate’s pack or even not be able to recognize him or even mistreat him. Werewolves are very secretive of their territories so I won’t only rely on google maps. In my ‘mission bag’ there is also a territory map of the eight packs I planned to visit. So I’ll be on mission today, mentally fully equip with the whole baggage of information about mating. On second thought I remember her always smells sex. Although mated to Richel for over 3 years, Ezra still has that innocent look. “Girl, that feeling!! You won’t know what came over you”, she yelled in excitement. “Make sure that when he mates you, at your peak he marks you”, Ezra insisted. Ezra, my bestie, who is mated to the hot 6 pack body new Beta Richel, lectured me that high ranked wolves won’t wait too long to mate and mark. Yeah, all of it, from the touching to the intimacy. But if its true, I want to experience it all. I just wonder what part of all these stories are real. Girls were very open to describe the feeling of sparks and lightning rumbling through the body to the steamy, wet sex part of this connecting. Ive heard lots of stories about a breathtaking and unique scent only mates can smell from each other. Particularly how to find him, recognize him and the special signs. I wanted to be well prepare, so I did my research among couples in my pack.

Today is the day that I’ll leave my precious pack, the people I’ve known my whole life, love all of my life, to go into the wide world searching for my mate. Excitement is all I feel when I wake up just now.

Download searching for my true love